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It is generally not my thing to post my real life here, 'coz, well, I like my privacy. But I need to, so I'm going to . Not, of course, that many read this.
So I accidentally (initially) got myself entangled with a friend romantically. (IE, I accidentally got him interested in me). I decided that I DID like him, so I encouraged him. And today, I simply lost interest. A couple of us went to his place, and he insisted on giving us (read me) the grand tour, which included excursions to see his vacuum. And he generally acted immature. And I'm not really interested in that.
But I don't want to hurt him, because I want to keep him as a friend.

I'm also feeling trapped, like I need to escape. Falling into a rut, and I don't want to get stuck. School, do nothing in between classes (except flirt), work, catch up with school (sometimes) and more work. I need to go out. I need to get out. I don't know where I'm going to go or if I can. But I need to.